Unfaithful Blogging
I've been having a seeping feeling, a growing dread that my blog sucks more and more with each passing day. Its not bringing me the same kind of pleasure it used to. Its not fulfilling the void in me anymore and maybe that means I need to change channels on it and try something new.

I don't know, maybe I'm just aggravated by the house hunt that's not going well because we don't have enough money to buy a half a million dollar house (no shit, that's the median cost out here). Or maybe I've got a lot of pent up concern that we'll over extend ourselves and be really poor when we have this baby and that's not cool or right at all.

I'm trying to stay focused on the positive and moving forward with things but damn, right now I just feel like deleting this blog and starting fresh. Maybe I should move over to Movable Type and see how that works for me for a while. I know I want to redesign the look and feel here but that'll take a weekend that I don't have right now.

And I do know that another part of my unsettledness has to do with the fact that we're going to miss my family Thanksgiving back east with the everyone. We'd both been looking forward to it and now it won't happen for another year. Sucks but not much we can do about it now with Thanksgiving two days away.

Now I have to figure out how to to not get horned into something else because all I want to do for Thanksgiving now is watch my football, make some turkey, some stuffing, some pie (oh yeah, I'll miss the heck out of the pies!) and fall asleep at 3 in the afternoon.

Stupid unsettled angst! But at least I've got my infrared thermometer on the way. I'm sure that that will solve all of my troubles. Just don't ask me how.