Rolling the Dice
I'm starting today's first post without any real direction in mind, thinking that something will bubble up and take over before too long. I hope so because its hard to keep up this stream of non-post material for very long, like a slowly draining battery.

There are several things on my mind today, one that I promised not to blog about (and no, that's not cheating by referring to it) but other stuff's going on too. Let's see, I got rid of the couch last night, got a bean bag chair, set up the ultimate home theatre system (no plasma screen yet though), slept in a new place in my room and if the sun had been up this morning (instead of the crappy light rain) I would have been woken up by the sunrise instead of the diseased bleating of my old alarm clock (note to self, look on ebay for a new alarm clock with a gentler alarm). So there we go, a task to add to my ever present list book.

Actually, it wasn't so ever present a few days ago, my notebook with my lists in it. I bought it on Monday, one for me and one for work. The one for me is a three and a half inch by five inch sketch book with the binding on the top so it flips over to new pages. My list book for work is a cool reporter's notebook with longer pages but the same top spiral binding. Just places to list my activities and what I need to plan for. The me book has numerous tabs sticking out of it already for blog stuff, ebay stuff, wedding ideas and notes, work related ideas and the like. Makes it easier to keep things in place. Of course, I should have set it up a little better with more spacing between sections but oh well, that's just how it goes for now. I'll fill this one before too long and will make the next one all the better.

Got into a short chat with the medium for the dispute from yesterday. It was good to get in some time with her and make sure where she and I stand regardless of what's up with the no sense of humor girl (in fact, that just became her name here) or Nsohg for short. And yes, this is cheating some but its alright, my universe, my rules, my blog, my writing and my venting. As always, the rule to be applied here is that, if you're not liking it, then go somewhere else. Sorry if that's rude, harsh or whatever but the blog isn't necessarily for anyone but me and if its not what I need it to be then I don't need it anymore.

So, I guess I do have a topic of the day. I guess I'm going to settle into censorship and blog on that for a bit. And I'm not talking about external censorship, this is about those words that nearly slip out but we hold back somehow for some reason. Because we know it will upset, infuriate or otherwise disrupt the continuum and an uneasy now is more preferable to the choatic dynamics of an angry exchange or out of control interaction. I'm not being clear with this and that's okay because its not fully clear in my head. But I'm trying to grind it through my meat processor plant brain.

We'll see what comes out the other end when we get there.